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My name is Amber Wysocki
and I am the rebel-hearted, creative force behind
LET ME GROW WILD
The sacred roles I hold within my family and community are:
queer matriarch, trauma informed massage/somatic therapist,
healing arts practitioner, energetic alchemist, tarot/oracle counselor, rites of passage mentor, folk herbalist, full spectrum doula,
grief tender, caregiver, ritualist, artist, storyteller, witch, intuitive & clairsentient space holder
These roles were awakened within me as I purged the harmful, patriarchal rhetoric and shed the skin of societal standards
I am becoming the answered prayers of my
healed and liberated ancestors
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Let me share my journey...
seedling
I was born September of 1981 with a head full of hair and a bleeding heart. My life on the outside was a typical, white suburban Reader's Digest. Both parents worked outside of the home and I spent a lot of time having to care and fend for myself.
I inherited a karmic load of trauma and I experienced a multitude of abuses that broke me many times over.
I was desperate for peace.
I wandered for a long time, moving farther and farther away from my center.
My compass sought connection and acceptance, but my conviction had been hijacked and corrupted. I self-soothed with sabotage.
I lost my direction until I became pregnant at 17 and my son arrived earthside.
Motherhood changed my entire life trajectory.
There has always been this cavernous yearning to better understand myself, so that I may be empowered to fulfill my destiny here on earth.. I wanted to heal from the ache and emptiness I felt inside. I wanted to be present in my own life.
Motherhood opened my eyes. I desired to close the karmic loops within me, so that my children would never feel the pain of the abuse I experienced sexually, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
My quest sent me high and low, far and wide. Fundamental Christianity was the initial template I was taught and adhered to. I tired of the dogma and hypocrisy I found in the church and left when I turned 28.
My Saturn Return claimed me madly.
In 2012, right before my 31st birthday, my step-father suddenly transitioned to the heavens, taking his last breath in my arms.
Grief cracked me open and I spent many nights drowning in bottles.
2 years later, my biological father would transition (to where, I don't know) and I settled into the cave of despair and self destruction.
I would stay here, collecting heaviness, for years.
searching for truth
And one day, in a subtle ritual, I decided I was done torturing myself.
I decided I was going to learn to love and respect my mind and body.
My path to healing has been deeply ancestral, rooted in the strength and wisdom of those who came before me.
In fact, my maternal grandmother became a guiding force in my life after her passing in 2011. She gave me the vision to see and course correct our ancestral lineage.
I now understand that recovery is not just about mending the self but also about reclaiming the stories, traditions, and resilience passed down through generations.
The process has been anything but linear-- there have been setbacks, moments of burnout, times where the weight of the past felt unbearable, and dark nights of the soul.
Grace allowed me to face the trapped memory and shadows that kept me in self-sabotaging loops.
My recovery has been a sacred journey of returning to wholeness through animism and witchcraft, releasing trapped emotion in the body, inner child healing, intense shadow work,and rewiring limiting beliefs.
In the embrace of the Great Mother and Nature, I found deep nourishment and support.
Back to the Mother roots is where I found and reclaimed myself and her bountiful grace.
May Spirit guide us back to alignment.
I am a neurodivergent mystical being. I learned over the years, with my own personal healing, that reclamation is resistant to rigid frameworks. I don't agree with westernized labels, but I am appreciative of the science behind the different brain processes and the spectrum of neurodivergence. There's a sense of relief in finding out it's okay that we're not "typical"
I am a formally taught student and have received a number of certifications, but I am also a self-learned educator/mentor through trial and error, years of reading & studying multiple modalities, and cultivating a ritualistic spirituality.
I am divine lover of astrology and other forms of understanding oneself
Western Astrology, I am a Virgo sun, Leo rising, Capricorn moon
Sidereal Astrology, I am a Leo sun, Cancer rising, Sagittarius moon
I'm also a 6/2 Splenic Projector in Human Design
My offerings back into my community and collective are to activate the innate wisdom of the Mother tree within us all, guiding us to connect our roots with each other.
My desire is to help rebuild a world of reciprocity and generosity; where liberation is a right to all, and not a privilege to a few.
I lead always from the heart and Mother's compassion. I believe love will always be the most powerful weapon.
My ancestors are French, Irish, Germanic, and Chippewa. They were farmers, teachers, midwives, healers, mystics, witches, and shapeshifters. I am grateful for the wisdom shared in Spirit, as much had been hidden because of patriarchal religions.
We are the cycle breakers and starters.
May we all release the fear to GROW WILD.
Background and education
Great Mother/Goddess/Spirit (for generations)
Ordained Pastor 2004 Antioch Christian Center
Certification of Ministry through Universal Life Church 2022
800 hour Massage Therapy (Everest Institute) 2012
( Several continuing educational modalities, i.e Prenatal, Cupping, Thai, Cranio-Sacral )
Reiki I/II + Holy Fire, William Lee Rand (2019)
Reiki Teacher Certification, Vicki Leitz Kibby with Earth Wisdom 2023
Full Spectrum Doula Training,
Doula Trainings International 2021-2022
Herbal Foundations Level One Online Immersion, Mary Blue 2022
A Year of Gaia - Gaia School of Healing 2023-2024
Foundation in Tarot, SunMoonTarot 2020
Sophia Circle, a year long devotional path with the Great Mother,
Genevieve Akal with Gnostic Alchemy Jan 2024 to January 2025
Co-facilitator for the Sophia Circle,
year long devotional
March 2025 to present
Grief Cafe for Gaza - volunteer co-facilitator 2023-24
The Medicine We Carry, awakening our Ancestral Practice, Sasha Heron
March 2024 - May 2024 & June 2024 - August 2024
Guarding Your Spirit Protecting Your Energy in a Colonized World, Dra. Rosales Meza 2024
Phoenix Rising for Liberation - a Collective of Healing Practitioners who stand for Resistance and a better world , June 2024 - present
Shameless Goddess, Adriana Rizzolo of Art of Loving, December 2024 to present
QEC Create the Life You Want - Module 1,
Dr. Melanie Salmon, July 2025
QEC Practitioner Training, Module 2, Dr. Melanie Salmon, September 2025-February 2026
Continuing education in Art, Psychology, Social Work 2001-2023
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